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we discovered that the best antidote to our sadness was singing every lyric loudly and out of tune

“girls are not machines that you put kindness coins into until sex falls out.”
- Sylvia Plath

other people are not medicine

“the hardest thing about depression is that it is addictive. it begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. you feel guilty for feeling happy.”
- Pete Wentz

“perhaps we could murder each other’s loneliness.”
- Zeff Wolf (October 29, 2014)

“i can 
almost understand
Charles Bukowski, The Difficulty of Breathing

“i wanted to create something beautiful, so i planted flowers in my veins. however, when i split open my veins, all i saw was red.”
(325/365) by (DS)

Cassie: Do you remember when you rode with me in the ambulance after I tried to kill myself?
Jal: Of course. 
Cassie: That’s what love feels like.

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one day i had no one to talk to so music decided to speak to me, then the letters came along and now i am even friends with the sea; maybe if i wait long enough the clouds will want to sleep beside me


i am a lost soul wandering through the forest of days. i feel no pain. i am a forgotten void. i hide under blankets and carve my skin for relief. i hide under tides hoping to drown. you know what hurts the most? the fact that i will die loveless with virgin lips but shattered heart.

  • ICantSeeTheStars
    Hi! I hope you are doing alright. I just wanted to say I haven't forgotten you and I never will. I hope the universe treats you beautifully. I love you.
    5 years ago
    Hi love, I still think about you every day, and I cannot even begin to explain how happy and proud I am that you're doing well! I miss you heaps, and can't wait to hear from you again! I love you more.
    5 years ago
    Hi, I miss you too! I hope one day we can meet in person. That would be freaking awesome to be honest. I hope you are doing alright and living the hell out of life. I love you! <3
    5 years ago
    I would probably cry if I met you in person, honestly. Let me know what's new in life and keep me updated! Love love love you xx

  • ICantSeeTheStars

    mumbled "smileys"

    they keep giving me pills, so i call them smileys. they think they will make me smile. they think they are helping me. if they really want to help me, they should give me a gun and leave me alone. i promise i will leave a note. just take the smileys away. they are not helping.
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