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  • ℓσνєℓуу_мє
    Really thinking about deleting my movella : breathe. If you want it to stay comment on the movella saying : #keepthisgoing. I will wait until midnight. If I get Atleast two I will keep writing it(: kk bye(:
  • ℓσνєℓуу_мє
    I honestly think no one gets me. Not even my family. Not even my dearest friends. No one. Sometimes not even myself. I'm not vey happy with myself most of the time. Like I really don't care to get dressed up. I look fat in everything I wear and makeup doesn't hide how ugly I am. I guess I'm just tired. I just I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know how to act of be. Everyone says be yourself. Buy I don't even know who that is anymore. What do I do then? I'm so confused with everything. I like you I don't. I love you and I hate you. It's all so mixed up in my brain. Everything in my life is screwed up. I feel so ignored. I feel like I have to make to much of an effort to be noticed and even when I do no one sees me still. I can't tell this to anyone. Everyone needs to think I'm strong. Everyone needs to be lied to. I mainly lie to myself. Like telling myself it's going to be alright. And telling myself just hold on. I just don't believe myself anymore. I don't understand anything anymore. I don't see a future for me anymore. All I see is darkness. I can't breathe right anymore. I'm barely hanging on anymore. I just I don't know who you are anymore. I don't keno who I am either. How can I love him when I don't even love myself. I don't even think he loves me. Who would? I'm nothing special. I'm not good enough to be like everyone else. I don't know what to think anymore. Just fake a smile and move on. I don't want to move on. Know one knows how alone I feel. I'm not doing this for attention. I haven't told anyone. So what attention am I getting? I just feel so lost. And maybe I don't want to be found. My father has forgotten me. Everyone has. So if one day I disappeared, I honestly don't think anyone would notice or care. I'm just there. Hopelessly and exhausted. I don't think I want help. I just want to give up. I'm tired of crying every night. I'm tired of trying to be noticed by anyone. I'm tired of trying to find myself when there is no one there. I'm tired of this already. I'm tired of faking a smile. Im just so tired already. So tired.
  • ℓσνєℓуу_мє

    mumbled "Co-writing"

    So I am like in love with the idea of co-writing or having someone co-write for me in a book. That would be amazing. Or more than one person. Just amazing. So if you want to then comment on my wall or on my movellas. Or comment on this mumble. I just think it's a brilliant idea. So yeah hmu if you want too(:
    Ignis 'Zalgo' Daemon
    What genre(s) do you prefer to write?
    I'd probabily do any kind of genre.
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