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Poetry from the soul, with help If asked ,and honest advice if wanted

Rika Namoia

by , Tuesday January 24, 2017
Rika Namoia

A high schooler sucked into the deadly vastness of sword art online

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  • Orionaffect

    mumbled "And I don't want to know"

    2 years agoReply
    I never really knew
    What you were thinking
    I never really knew
    If you loved me
    I never really knew
    What you were doing
    I never really knew
    If you were cheating
    Even so
    I was always Jealous
    for what seemed like no reason
    I was always stressed
    When there was nothing apparently worrying
    I was always
    In love with you
    Yet you knew what you were doing
    When you killed me
    And for the first time I rebuilt myself involuntarily
    No longer
    Am I vulnerable
    No longer
    Am I innocent
    No longer
    Am I In love...
    With you... at least
    Now I am so hollow
    Now I am so fragile
    That a mere breeze can break me down
    I am no longer myself
    I will no longer Be Myself
    Can't you see that I will now and always be what you have made me
    I will always be

  • Orionaffect

    mumbled "For My Moon"

    2 years agoReply
    My heart beats for you

    Every marching wave

    Murmurs your name

    My eyes plead to see you

    Every blink without you

    Feels like eternity

    My mind becomes euphoric

    Every time you smile

    For you are the perfect drug

    My entirety aches

    Every time you struggle

    For your mind should always be at ease

    I believe


    I know that my purpose here

    Is to make you

    As happy as you make me
  • Orionaffect

    mumbled "An addiction to you"

    2 years agoReply
    My heart beckons for you

    My soul becomes deformed

    My mind crumbles

    I feel nothing but a yearning

    To see you again

    When you are gone
  • Orionaffect
    2 years agoReply
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    In bed is a bit sporadic but you are using great describing words so if you use them in closer relation I could probably get the point but currently I cannot
    P O E T R Y
    P O E T R Y
    A collection of poems portraying what's going on inside my head. Each one is in a different mood, or a different setting, usually described by the title. I write in a fast mind-flow kind of way, that hopefully...
    Jasmine Green
    2 years ago
    Thanks :) I totally get what you mean, but that's kind of my style, I love making it really confusing and personal to me. I write very fast and just let the words come to me, it paints an accurate picture of what's in my head at the moment I wrote it. If I ever do anything with them or publish the poems I'll probably edit it to make more sense. Thanks for your feedback! x
  • Orionaffect

    mumbled "Random feelings"

    2 years agoReply
    Ever felt

    Like falling limp

    Ceasing effort

    Or becoming dull

    If you have you then understand

    That our situations may be different in their own respect

    But altogether have the same consquence

    The same side effect

    That drives us all insane

    That pushes us all to losing

    The thing we need to be happy

    In that moment of realization

    We all begin to stand tall

    We begin to alienate this feeling of giving in

    We begin to fight

    For the right to be happy

    For the right to become ideal

    Sometimes this task is daunting

    But as humans always are

    we charge headfirst into the fray

    Unwilling and disinterested in knowing the consequence
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