FemaleUnited StatesMember since 18 Nov 15Age 19Last online 2 years ago

BACK!! After gone for probly about 2 years? idek lol but I'm back and hope to stay now!! I miss you all and I hope some of you remember me!! I hope I still got my friends on here and everything and I hope to make new friends I'm 16 now and I got a new boyfriend! His name is Nick and he lives about 10 minutes from me so it's very close relationship even tho sometimes it feels like a long distance! But I'm happy and I hope to never lose him! He's sweet, caring and honestly helped me through my toughest time this year!! It's been hard for a few months of my life but now I'm starting to feel better I plan on publishing a few of my books on here I wrote and maybe you guys will like them ik my school likes one of them lol!!!

Feels: EXCITED!!!!
Why: i got my life set. i stopped my self harm. im safe. and loved. I'm ready to show who I am! Ready people! I LOVE YOU FRIENDS!!

All I listen to is "your fat, ugly, a freak, loser, nobody, and worthless!!
All I ever want to be is pretty, skinny, cute, sweet, popular, and haves lots of friends that love me!!
Everyday I go to school I cry to myself, I tell myself stop being scare, look at the bright side, and i will never make it with these people

If you hear me say I'm ok (im really not)
If you hear me say I'm Fine (im not really)
If you hear me say cool (im trying to hide something)
If you hear me say I'm sick of this shit (stop doing what your doing and listen to yourself and think what did i do and try to stop cause you might be hurting me)

"depression stole my eduation, It stole my friends. my motivation, my dreams, my future, my life, me "

"it stings in the shower and the sad part is you know exactly what i'm talking about" (m.r)

"my life is sad and so am i i hate myself i want to die"

"4am knows all my secrets"

"not all scars show. not all wounds heal. sometimes you can't see the pain someone feels."

The girl you just called fat? She's overdosing on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly? She spends hours putting on makeup hoping people will like her. The boy you just tripped? He's being abused enough at home. See that man with the ugly scars? He fought for this country. That guy you just made fun of for crying? His mother is dying.
Put this as your profile if you're against bullying.
I bet 95% of you won't, but I'm sure the people with a heart will.

If you want to contact me some other place you can on the links below:
Email: syarrington20@student.scc.k12.wi.us
Video call (rabb.it) - Masons_Angel
(or videolink02.me) my email ^
number - 1 (715) 513-7828 (just say your user name thanks)
facebook - stephanie panda
wattpad - Panda_Prince01
hangouts - Rylan - Stephanie PandaSoll
-Just message me anywhere ^^^-

  • Stephe_Queen

    mumbled "Hey Just a btw"

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    I'm always here for an ear and a shoulder to cry on but I also have problems of my own so if i end up not being able to help you out through depression of some sourts bc you are upset over something its because i have my own problems to solve atm i have tons of friends and myself to worry about but i do love to help
    Book Maker
    2 years ago
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    We would like to help you too :D
    2 years ago
    thank you >-< I'm just saying bc i noticed a lot up people are upset a lot on here and sometimes it gets to be to much
    2 years ago
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    A good friend of mine is exactly like you. They always are trying to help make others feel better and lend a shoulder. Yet I tell that they are constantly struggling with their own problems and a lot of times I get worried about them because doing so could put them under more stress. So take it easy and remember that you should always look out for yourself as well. :) Even if that means telling others that you can't help them for now.
    10 months ago
    Idk if any of you will get a notification. But im back with a new account. Add it plz to get in touch again. Also i got news 4 u all
  • Stephe_Queen

    mumbled "Best Show Ever"

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    The Greatest Showman!! YOu must watch it asap!! It's amazing. I just love the soundtrack and i keep listening to it!!
  • Stephe_Queen

    mumbled "WELLO"

    New nickname ~ Stephe
  • Stephe_Queen

    mumbled "Hey you guys!!"

    Ik it's been a will and all. I have had life and shit happend and well i bet many of you knew about me and Mason dating.... news is we are officially over now. and we are going to see eachother in person in a year :) and if maybe we might end up being together then... ik you guys think we were goals or some did. and well im so shitting right now DX i'm tired
  • Stephe_Queen

    mumbled "when babe..."

    ask you what your doing and you think he's going to have a full conversation but then he goes right offline and awnsers you for sh*t!! So now you are siting in your room crying hard because all you feel is worthless because you know you cant spam him or he's going to scream at you DXXX kill me already